Who am I to be hurt in the equation of just met and possible futures? The math done after an encounter is always somewhat enchanted with at least a small dose of fantasy. : Some small part of the corner of one pocket holds that lightest glimmer of unjaded romantic inclinations and all they want to do is be thrown into the sky. Catch ‘em on a breeze so they can glisten and flutter, potentiality (inherently) woven into the power of the sun. I want to warm all of my internal dreams for affection out in the open and not be bleeding heart. This will not be sacrificial. This will not be ritualistic, premeditated, calculated. Instead, I want to plant a seed in the ground for every good moment we share. Let’s grow a garden that’s frivolous in its intensities, downright comical in its execution of expression. We’ll have ginormously gorgeous geraniums and a catastrophe of cat calling calla lilies. We’ll have apple trees that keep doctors away because they’re doctors themselves and orchards of oranges that smell so sweet you just know with a whiff that they are bursting brilliantly with sweet juices. We’ll have green beans luxuriously curling up trellises to tell each other good gossip about how to grow strong and squash so smooth they won’t even need butter. These are just some of the ridiculously wonderful things I’d like to imagine with you. But maybe we don’t need to be so satisfying to hunger. Maybe it’s enough when smiles are light as in glowing as in moon shining as in the intimacy of a candle. Maybe there is no need for metaphors because the human experience all by itself is enough. What happens when the anticipation of a finger becomes infinitely electrifying, as if all that you are is being focused to this singular point? The attraction of yes, this. What happens when the blink of an eye with lashes like butterfly wings stirs the air inside you into a tornado of feeling colorful? The attraction of this, yes. What happens when lips and the totality of mouths turn into strawberries and pomegranates because you have a sweet tooth for some natural sugars? Yes, this. This, yes, is something like wildness and something like wonderful. : Attraction is Water. I would enjoy drinking yours and I hope that someday you’ll enjoy mine. So, wherever you’re coming from, however you’re traveling, and whenever you get here, just let me know. Feel free to throw some of your glitter in the air 'cause it’ll catch my third eye as the sun rises. Or place a new concept in this riotously fertile soil of imagination. But: I’ll let you in on a little secret. Just say, hello. How are you? It’s these little things that are so tender. Subtle. Simple. Strong. I won’t see it coming and I will thank you. For seeing me, thank you, as someone worth conversation. For knowing that beyond the small talk, and metaphors, beyond everything that might be a distraction, is someone just wanting to smile. siiaah --(Exact Date N/A, 2015?)
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Mxs. Isa Lee Love Jones René, BAPS

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