Touching body
and saying goodbye
in the pleasures of 
yester years 
feeling 
the 

concentrated 
nerve endings 
reactin stimulation 
of attentive hands 
carefully maneuvering 
the edge 

the ing of its release
the ing of a many times 

almost

exhalation of pelvic thrust
engage with the penumbra of desire 
voyeur past possibilitiesas con-sensual 

what if’s
honest reckonings 
for liberation

giving and receiving 
abundantly 
in 
radiance 

knowing there are many ways 
to connect and different pathways 
to follow for deep pleasure

massage my imagination in 
to the fullest states of arousal 
I want to orgasm from the top of my crown 
all the way down 

to my soles

I want to breathe through 
diaphragm as 
necessary 

experiencing 

life power-full vibrant 
quivers and shudders 
pulses and gasps

understand me

fertility and virility
intersecting interconnecting 
riding and thrusting 


spontaneous


I want to moan 
until I growl

guttural & 
releasing 

steamy & 
sticky
 
sweet & 
assertive

let’s roll around with in the fields 
of our bodies 
until we are stretched 
completely 

flexible and strong
stargazing with our eyes 
closed

sensitive 
colors 

turn me 
azure & alizarin
 
we will become golden 
ratios in the dark

honey in the ways you stroke 
no choking 
we will swallow 
each others 

essences

lips glisten and shine 
soft and moist 

organic ambrosia

I desire for you to stimulate me into bliss 
laughter as all I have left
coalesce

we gather our light 
manifestions of brilliance 
eons of yes

 and in these ways
we bless & 
we bless


aśe 
o 
aśe 
o 
aśe

February 29th, 2016 — siiaah f. east

wow. i really said what i said the first time.

but i wasn’t ready back then to truly say it to other people– so it was so intense when it got focused on only one or two people at a time rather than shared amongst more people at a reading or something.

frying nerve endings since the beginnings of being interested in someone i see. this one is an example when it all really came to gather together.

November 26th, 2021

on another note? all of the above leads me to contemplate on the speed at which is comfortable for me to do any of the sexy time things. i don’t like quickies. sometimes? they even have hurt and not in a good way. i have found for the most part, and maybe it’s the discovery of edging*, that going the distances for as long as can be sustained is a whole schmood. now. having been recently diagnosed with mania– some of those long sessions could very likely have been self focusing hyper sexuality. and you know what came out of those, aside from an orgasm?

a poem like this. that’s right people. i would somehow manage to stimulate myself and have open a notes app and have at both ways of processing information– sensual meditation, sensual medication. likely i have something that addresses this particular approach. on another note, i once pursued an orgasm for nearly 8.5 hours– it was wild. like going through rivers and up mountains, falling asleep only to wake up and keep going. the other participant said “cum for me”– i tried. that one showed me that trying to cum for others? may not be one of my things, but it was certainly educational. however, i do think that i enjoy it the other way around and that says something about control… possibly some issues to explore there (trauma trauma, it’s the drama llama). i decided some time ago to engage sexy time, especially by myself as a way to heal from and explore traumatic experiences. i could be doing more now and i will say i’ve done a lot of work and come pretty far mostly “on my own”. i’m basically 30. it’s more than passed time to get some help-help.

HAPPY WORLD’S AIDS DAY

December 1st, 2021

Family / She / They / Names

Mxs. Isa Lee Love Jones René