Strip me of my metaphors and deign me beautiful. No more clothes, just skin, the simplest aesthetic. Don’t tell me anything-- show me with your body what your mind knows. Please: use your mastery of touch to make me shiver. I will quiver and strive to give you access in ways not often granted. : I want you to make me catch my breath. I want you to make me moan organically. I want you to make me growl spontaneously. I want you to make me see the world in different colors. I want you to make me blush from my head to my toes. I want you to make me Speak-Write poems about you. I want you to make me laugh and cry with tender joy. I want you to make me learn new things about myself. I want you to be so good that when I say your name I flashback, teleport, time travel. I-M Wrenn Jones: December 12th, 2014
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Time Traveling, Huh? Going places inside of glass bottles, going over cliffs and wandering down explosive walls of falling water. I am aroused and stimulated by my own AUDACITY! Surely as a 22 year old just graduated from undergrad… but oh well. I had experiences, hormones, and strong grip to hold pen and or electronic device to express my needs, wants, desires.
(I had only been in Jackson/JXN, Mississippi for 2 months. What a wild journey. Graduate in May and then by October go to talk to young black GBTQIA* young folk about sexual health and wellness– full disclosure hormones are real for everyone and celibacy is terribly challenging when you have historically been as free as other … liberated peoples. However, I am so glad and grateful that that journey had already begun cause otherwise it could have been so much more tangly. Imagine: someone entering into a period of no sex at all– not including with self– talking to others about condoms, lube, and so much more. It was challenging, but I did it and made it look good too.)
If only others could more freely state: I WANT YOU! And it just is what it is– take the compliment, love. Or, say no thank you. Two options can feel ultimatum ish, but it’s really 2/3 ain’t bad and you are worth it and worthy of more until you are completely satisfied.
Who is my audience here? I think everyone including my self. Younger me to Older me is like: look heaux: I Love You and We have already been here, done that and needs be on to other things. So, We shall adventure as we do and not be stuck/tied down to untruths.
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November 29th, 2021
Pronouns: She, They, Family &/+ Names
Mxs. Isa Lee Love Jones René

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